Bellagio

you know what? i love the "rave culture" of Bellagio homme spray cologne smell, so relaxing and energizing at the same time, you should try it. it just Rp 25.000,-.








ok you right,i don't completely awake with my beloved PC in 4 in the morning just to promote Bellagio. They don't pay me for this.
The reason why i can't sleep, because right now i'm felling such a dirty boy. really dirty, i mean i just 1 inch away for called by a dirty hearthless pathetic corruptor.
i fell so so much guilty to my mom. i mean i love her. but i'm only a human.
as a human being we made a mistake,right? ok i really don't try to find of any excuse for my stupid thing that i've done.
but i was a boy possessed with a dirty soul when i did it, i know i'm not kind of that innocent boy who didn't made any mistake but..

ok i'll stop talking...
and mom i'm sorry, i know i made a mistake.
how stupid i am. Rp.150.000,- doesn't mean anything to you, mom..
i'm so so so pathetic because i lie to you.

for a GOD's Sake...
i'm really sorry...

to my dad,i'm sorry i didn't answer your call..
because i was so so affraid.
i'll send you a text this blog.
i'm not good of one on one directly speaking.


and to all my friend who read this sh*t, i know that you gonna hate me so much.
but i just try to be a man, a full of responsibility man of what i've done.
there are no more words of any excuse for what i've done.
i don't wanna be a sore loser. i wanna just wanna be a man.


it's dawn right now,i have to sholat and sleep,rite?

P.S I love you..
*reminds me of Hillary Swank anyway..